Don't Hold Back

Stomach Bugs

You must believe me I can feel your eyes go through me but I don't know why.I know you're going but I can't believe It's the way that you're leaving It's like we never knew each other at all it may be my fault.I gave you too many reasons being alone when I didn't want to.I thought you'd always be there I almost believed you. All this time I still remember everything you said There's so much you promised how could I ever forget? you know I love you but I just can't take this. So It seems I've spent too long only thinking about myself And now I want to spend my life just caring 'bout somebody else. You know I love you, but I just can't takes this, you know I love you but I'm in for keeps, Although I need you, I'm not gonna need this,

You know I want to but I'm in too deep.

Spark.

A moment LAST ALL OF A SECOND

BUT THE memory LIVES ON FOREVER...

Saying goodbye the second time was harder then the first

I'll miss you.

Song of the day.

Don't get any big ideas
They're not gonna happen

You paint your smile
And fill up the holes
But there'll be something missing

Just when you found it, it's gone
Just when you feel it, you don't
I'ts gone Forever,

She stands stark naked
Beckons you back to bed
Don't go,
You'll only want to come back again
You've gone off the rails...

2011.

Happy New Year!!!

Wasn't the best transiton from 2010 to 2011 not a great start to the year at all really

but things will get better, they have to, thats all I can anticipate for and anyway

I think I have been waiting long enough now..