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Every Days The Same, Cant Get Out Of Bed Crazy Thoughts Are Rushing in My Head, I Said i'd Never Take My Life, But i Had The Knife, And im like fuck it let me Shift Away My Life Of Lies, So i Sniffed And Cried Dealing With My Problems, Which Are On The Rise like The Gun Crime in Tottnem, Then i Seat in my zone, Then i Feel Better alone, Trying to Find A way Out of this world, No-one Knows how i feel deep down inside, Many Nights i've Cried, Nobody Around me to Confide in, And No-one Can identify With what im really fighting, Its Bigger Then the drug Related Problem im hidding, So i Looked inside Suttin Den Cried 'Your Not A kid Anymore, Kiss Your Kidult-hood Goodnight' So i Didnt Cry And Den When i Opened Up My Eyes Adulthood Was Waiting For Me, Arms Open Wide. . 'Now You've Waited for days, These People Could Be Out Of Here So Quickly, This City Takes You In Here So Quickly, Open Arms And Call You. So im Sitting On This Chair, Battling Myself, Phone To My Ear, But it Goes To Voicemail, Lips Start To Quiver, My Face Says Help, As My Eyes Turn Red And then Begin To Swell, i Leave A Little Message, kinda Spilling Out My Heart, But i Word it When i Come Across Like ' i Dont Give A Fuck' And its Such A Bate Life, But i Do it On The Sly, And i End it Like 'Call me if You Want K Bye' Lighting Up A Cigarette, And Then Tears Start To Flow, And This is How My Life Lifes Supossed To Go, 'Now You've Waited for days, These People Could Be, Out Of Here, It Creeps Up So Quickly, This City Takes You In With Open Arms And Holds You. So What's It Goin To Take For Me To Turn My Life Around, Take My Finger Out Of My Ass And Finally Sort it Out, I Just Need Someone To Help Me Up, When i Fall Down, And Help Me When im On My knee's And Lift Me Off The Ground Im Just Looking For A Way Out, To The Point Im Never Looking Back And i'll Stay Out, No Longer Wishing I Could Trade Places For A Day Out, in Another Man's Shoes, Coz I Hate My Life Day Out, So its Now Or Never, Give-up Buddy And Go N Get Her, Thats Out To Better Me Then Instead Of Being Like Whatever, I Hate To Admit It, But I Can't Be Like This Forever, Man, I Really Wanna Change, Its Time To Get My Life Together So i Looked inside Suttin Den Cried 'Your Not A kid Anymore, Kiss Your Kidult-hood Goodnight' So i Didnt Cry And Den When i Opened Up My Eyes Adulthood Was Waiting For Me, Arms Open Wide. .
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Shystie
