Back in my Brain

You are the wasted thoughts

and the pain at the back of my mind...

DAYS PAST.

Thankyou for this day.
Thankyou for days past.
Thankyou for this day
Thankyou for everyday to come

They wandered over drugs and alcohol
In the memory of
What it really is
To have a soul

Opposite sides of the track
Same suburbs
Strangers turn friends
Then saviours turn lovers

And he scared her a little bit
Never did quite understand
To clear her fear
Of the intimate

But she scared him a little more
Been searching for so long
Afraid he may of found
What he was looking for

She wasn’t sure at first
Cos she’s learnt
When you play with fire
That you might get burnt.

But somewhere between
The cigarettes and late night TV
She found a reason to believe
In what might be

It’s like hazel eyed …..
Seek shelter from the storm
Cleaver brunette likes to read
Stays awake until the break of dawn

Just a mother’s son
And the fathers daughter
Trying to build some paradise
Within a life of disorder.

He got DP was living for that couple of minutes
After they kissed
And he could still taste her lips on his

But all of this is just a little bit much for me
How’d some drunken fun turn into a love story

ohhhhhhh
Ain’t it funny how time flies?
A few months can feel like a lifetime

So caught up in the game
He don’t even realise
That he’s watching from complacency
And it’s taking it’s toll

Now each day that fades
Watch the flames turn cold

They never fight
To afraid of what might get said
Instead,
Silence screaming for help under her breath

Sharing a cold bed
And some silent phone calls
It’s scary how quickly
The rise can turn to fall

Until the day arrives
(I don’t really know how to say this)
But on the inside, his world turned black
Moments running through his mind
And if he could then he’d take it all back

Now she can’t sleep
She stays awake
Dreams of better days
When he wrote her love letters
And the weather didn’t seem so gray

Business as usual
Her coping mechanism
Finds comfort in the fact
That others still find her beautiful

And as the seconds
Turn minutes
Turn days
Turn weeks
Lovers revert to strangers
They don’t even speak

The king of the blues
The queen of the street
Now the kingdom lies in ruins
Break-up songs on repeat

Now he misses her touch
And the sound of her voice
Everyday she wakes up
Wishing he made a different choice

Another failed attempt
To capturing the beauty
Till he finds himself alone
Listening to shhh…

Co-author in the story
The first chapters written
But you gotta wonder
If it’s really finished

Old man sorrow
Come to keep me company

Thankyou for this day.
Thankyou for days past.
Thankyou for this day
Thankyou for everyday to come
-Horrorshow

Young Loves Joys.

"You should be stronger than me
You been here 7 years longer than me
Don't you know you supposed to be the man,
Now pay a little attention to who you think I am,

You always wanna talk it through - I don't care!
I always have to comfort you when I'm there
But that's what I need you to do - stroke my hair!
Cos' I've forgotten all of young love's joy,
Feel like a lady, but you my lady boy,

You should be stronger than me,
But instead you're longer than frozen turkey,
Why'd you always put me in control?
All I need is for my man to live up to his role,
Always wanna talk it through - I'm ok,
Always have to comfort you every day,
But that's what I need you to do - are you gay?

I've forgotten all of young love's joy
Feel like a lady, but you my lady boy

He said 'the respect I made you earn -
Thought you had so many lessons to learn'
I said 'You don't know what love is - get a grip!' -
Sounds as if you're reading from some other tired script

I'm not gonna meet your mother anytime
I just wanna rip your body over mine
Please tell me why you think that's a crime

I've forgotten all of young love's joy
Feel like a lady, but you my lady boy "

Q and Norah!

Tell Me-Groove Theory

New School Ain't So Bad!

Secret #1

"There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling but no matter how hard you try you can't seem to connect to anyone or anything"

Feelin a lil bit gaga latley but..

Shall we remove thy tampon together?

Shit Happens!

I'm sick of feeling guilty about it! I made mistakes! I fucked up! I could have made better choices! I didn't!!! But I did learn some valuable lessons indeed. So unless you have a fucking time machine for me you can shut up

or alternatley you could just move on I know I have!

ticktock

"All my life, I've been in and out of relationships. Bad guys, good guys, obsessive guys, nice guys, I've dated them. Last Dec, I ended the last relationship after he turned possessive, because I knew I didn't have a future together with him.

I was weak. All my life I was weak, foolish, and dependent. I'm glad to say that in the year 2011, I grew up. I stayed single for the longest time I could remember. I didn't have a guy to fetch me anywhere I wanted, to dine with at any restaurant I craved for, to take me out shopping when I demanded, or watch a movie with me when I
felt like it.

And it's been the best teacher I could ever have. Sure there were lonely moments, low moments. There were weak moments I wished ever so badly I had a good and loving boyfriend. But everyday I grew a little stronger. Everyday, I grew more at ease with myself, I complained less and I loved my family and friends a little more.

I know that someday I will love again. But I'm not going to sit around and wait impatiently for that day to come. I'm not going to rush into yet another relationship that isn't going to last, just because he smiled at me and gave me butterflies. I'm going to live life to the fullest, and appreciate the little things in life.

Because I know that one day, the wait will be worth it. "
-Le Love

letsmakeout!letsmakeout!letsmakeout!

Fuck It!

Old Habits Die Hard...