Do you ever get that feeling after meeting someone and its been two days, and everything seems to be going really slow, and you start going out of your brain thinking about this complete...well stranger really.Well the past two days I have. These indescribably perfect events, they don’t happen to me very often...I tend not to let them happen either but they did and they all happened so easily but I’m scared as per usual that my insecurities will ruin it for me. The over analyzing of the moment, the leading days after of anxious anticipation as to whether or not I will see him again,hear from him again or if that's all it was... a perfect moment. It's been a very long time since I have gotten those first initial moments where you feel completely nervous, amazing, comfortable and dizzy all at the same time. I have this problem though that keeps seeming to reoccur over the past 2 years, the past few guys I seem to have been interested in have coincidentally just come out of long term relationships and are currently" emotionally unavailable", which to tell the truth I do not even know if I cared to much about at the time I myself am "emotionally unavailable" too at the moment. But this time I hope I do see him again, just to share another moment, talk for a little bit and see if it was all just a figment of my imagination or not. This time though I shall leave it up to this beautiful stranger, no calls,no text and no facebook messaging!!! I shall remain impartial, and if he does not contact me, so be it I shall move on as always before any type of attachment grows, but if by some mystical force of the universe decides to make something happen and he does...well only time will tell.
