Dreamers Disease.

2am Brisbane time=3am Sydney time.

Either way once again i find myself going to seep in the morning. Last time i slept at "night" i honestly do not remember...

For 4 months now i haven't been able to sleep properly, not that i have always been a good sleeper anyway, but before it wasn't the getting to sleep part it was staying asleep now its just the fact of not being able to sleep period.

4 months... Probably just about the same time as it ended any connection? Highly possible i guess yer..

or is it something else? Sometimes i am afraid to fall asleep i think, because my dreams can be misleading, they can trick you into think everything is back to normal again or completely opposite they are farrrrrr from normal.

Then you wake up and you are back to reality and at this point you are either somewhat relieved as you have escaped...maybe a nightmare? or something that was to intense for you to go along with? or you are left feeling kind of stranded... as once again you have woken up from YOUR dreams. and sometimes when we wake up we don't like it at all, we have to get up and spend another day doing nothing or what feels like nothing as "this" what we call life no longer excited you or motivates you and all you want to do is sleep and dream away and escape from everything that is reality but that's all kind of hard when you can't fall asleep and by the time you eventually do fall asleep you have to wake up again and the cycle goes on and on and till eventually you do not know rhe difference beetween whats right & whats real...WAKE UP KIDS! we got the dreamers disease.

don't let go...