Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Love Long Distance.




Love long distance
Is testing me trying my patience
I need more of your assistance now
Because I don't know how much longer I can do it
In Too Deep.


"All that time I was searching, with nowhere to run to,
it started me thinking,
Wondering what I could make of my life, and who'd be waiting,
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers,
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening,
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
So listen, listen to me,
Ooh you must believe me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me,
But I don't know why.
But I can't believe
It's the way that you're leaving,
It's like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault,
I gave you too many reasons,
being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you,
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
It seems I've spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life Just caring bout somebody else.
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep..."
-Genisis
Wondering what I could make of my life, and who'd be waiting,
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers,
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening,
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps,
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep.
So listen, listen to me,
Ooh you must believe me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me,
But I don't know why.
But I can't believe
It's the way that you're leaving,
It's like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault,
I gave you too many reasons,
being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you,
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.
It seems I've spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life Just caring bout somebody else.
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep..."
-Genisis
Monday, December 13, 2010
149

So Here I am the place where most of my carefree childhood was spent, the place I decided to start a blog in the first place, the place where I ended last year and begun this one. It's the place I tend to runaway to when I need to get away, clear my head restore my sanity, my health, my innocence. It's my safe haven away from anyone or anything that might do me harm, it's a home away from home. I come here to forget, or even to reminisce from time to time without having to worry about looking or acting a certain way to suit those around me. Its a place where I like to restore my strength both mentally and physically, where I don't have to worry about how my hair looks or my makeup or what dress makes me look slimmer, it's just Me, Myself and I and right now that's exactly what I need I'm not alone...
I'm just on my own.
Friday, December 10, 2010
Your Blue Eyes.
"I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you "
-Colbie Callet
Thursday, December 9, 2010
All Summer Long



"
Summer sun on my windowsill, i sit and think and wonder
you know that i miss you still thou we were never lovers ...
Hear that boy the rains pouring soundtrack to our forgotten story, reminisce sometimes seeing the world through loves eyes your friend was my sunshine, til i realised you eclipsed now i miss ya, never together we wish it so, but whatever the weather you kept me afloat,
you know that i miss you still thou we were never lovers ...
Hear that boy the rains pouring soundtrack to our forgotten story, reminisce sometimes seeing the world through loves eyes your friend was my sunshine, til i realised you eclipsed now i miss ya, never together we wish it so, but whatever the weather you kept me afloat,
my first kiss landed right her, shit haven't thought about that in years,
now its all coming back so clear, ghosts in my past,
lying with the phone in the dark, talking shit just to hear you laugh, wild horses are what you told me, til we drift apart and i still think of your face every time it rains and i wonder in a different time and place could we find a way to one and another. I was cleaning out my room, found a note that you wrote me, said i hope we can be together one day like the label name, but some things don't stay the same. and i saw you just the other day, we didn't have much to say, for a split second its like nothings changed, now I'm not saying we would of worked but who's to say if we wouldn't work that we couldn't of made something real,
reminisce of the way that you made me feel.
and i just wanted to let you know that i never meant to let you go,
i just wanted to let you know that i never meant to let you go.
My hearts like a metronome it beats strong in my chest
and i just wanted to let you know that i never meant to let you go,
i just wanted to let you know that i never meant to let you go.
My hearts like a metronome it beats strong in my chest
giving me new hope like the fourth episode
I guess we'll never know
but i just wanted to let you know that I never meant to
let you go.
"
-Horrorshow
-Horrorshow
Saturday, December 4, 2010
So Familiar, So Strange

We were lovers
Bury the thoughts that resurface
Those hands were mine
And now our love has been forgotten
Like it was never there We're just sitting here like strangers
You gave me yourself for just a little while
But it was you, it was really you
Staring into my coffee
It is not black just a shade of brown
Too scared to let our eyes meet
What will we see?
The space between us
Will not be beat
Oceans and past lives
We were lovers
Bury the thoughts that resurface
Those hands were mine
And now our love has been forgotten
Like it was never there We're just sitting here like strangers
You gave me yourself for just a little while
But it was you, it was really you
Staring into my coffee
It is not black just a shade of brown
Too scared to let our eyes meet
What will we see?
The space between us
Will not be beat
Oceans and past lives
We were lovers
World Standards



"I remember moments of happiness
Endless summers acoustic guitars
Being a woman made me coarse
When I wanted to be delicate
Waiting for purpose to rise
If u want to know what makes me sad
Well its hope, the endurance of faith
A battle that lasts a lifetime
A fight that never ends"
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Far Far Away

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I’ll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how i
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I’ll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how i
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Last Goodbyes



But who knows maybe one day we will be perfect for each other
and if it's meant to happen it will...
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
growing pains

My heart it melts like plastic
I fell through the hole yesterday
Your smile pulled me in like elastic
I felt my mind detonate
Your world was to me so fantastic
And hell seemed so far away
Far away
I made mistakes
I feel ashamed
When I'm crying out for change
The truth it feels like concrete
I drove into it's walls yesterday
I wish I could be realistic
But like children
My dreams run away
And yes I know it's just growing pains
I fell through the hole yesterday
Your smile pulled me in like elastic
I felt my mind detonate
Your world was to me so fantastic
And hell seemed so far away
Far away
I made mistakes
I feel ashamed
When I'm crying out for change
The truth it feels like concrete
I drove into it's walls yesterday
I wish I could be realistic
But like children
My dreams run away
And yes I know it's just growing pains
Sunday, November 7, 2010
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