growing pains

My heart it melts like plastic
I fell through the hole yesterday
Your smile pulled me in like elastic
I felt my mind detonate

Your world was to me so fantastic
And hell seemed so far away
Far away

I made mistakes
I feel ashamed
When I'm crying out for change

The truth it feels like concrete
I drove into it's walls yesterday
I wish I could be realistic
But like children
My dreams run away

And yes I know it's just growing pains