Wednesday, March 31, 2010

cry wolf


BITCH!

all summer long.

http://www.elyrics.net/read/h/horrorshow-lyrics/all-summer-long-lyrics.html

frustrated

N.O.T.O.R.I.O.U.S

"We just sittin here tryin to win, tryin not to sin
High off weed and lots of gin
So much smoke need oxygen, steadily countin them Benjamins
Nigga you should too, if you knew
What this game'll do to you
Been in this shit since ninety-two
Look at all the bullshit I been through
So-called beef with you know who

Spit yo' game, talk yo' shit
Grab yo' gat, call yo' click

Squeeze yo' clip, hit the right one
Pass that weed, I got to light one
All them niggaz I got ta fight one
All them hoes I got ta like one
Our situation is a tight one
Whatcha gonna do, fight or run?
Seems to me that you'll take thee
I'ma tell you like a nigga told me
Cash Rule Everything Around Me

Shit, lyrically, niggaz can't see me
Who's the killa, me or you? "


First Love.

similarities...

"He can only hold her for so long
The lights are on but noone's home...
She's so vacant Her soul is taken
He is what she's running from
How can he have her heart When it got stole
Though he tries to pacify her Whats inside her never dies
Even if she's content in his warmth She gets pained with urgency
Urgent kisses The miss misses
The man that he longs to be
Now how can he have her heart
When it got stole
So he tries to pass it by
Cause what's inside'll never die
As he tries to pacify her
Cause whats inside her never dies "
- Amy Winehouse, He can only hold her

Pearly Whites

I've got a good feeling about this.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Logic.

Paranoid.

Hopefully one day...
these paranoid, overpowering and overwhelming thoughts will disapear.
Hopefully one day these questions will be anwsered.
Hopefully one day the truth shall speak louder then "they" do.
Hopefully one day there will be light upon these lies...

Anonymous!

Knowing That.


You know what I love about us...
I love that after these last couple of years, and all the shit we have been through together, and there's been alot of shit! That there has always been "you and me" at the back of our hearts and our minds, we don't always show it to others, or to each other for that matter, but we both know it's there, its those little looks, those late night phone calls, the cheeky smiles. It's knowing that even though you make me so angry... angry enough to cry and want to rip my hair out all you have to do is hold me tight and whatever I was previously mad about for that split second is long gone from my mind. It's knowing that even though I am so completely comfortable with you then anyone else, you still have the ability to make me blush and hide my face away nervously when you grab my hand or peck my lips. Even though I know we don't always get to have these perfect moments, or that life continually gets in the way and prevents them from happening, even though we can go for days without talking, it's knowing that we are both so stubborn, and selfish that we always come back. It's knowing that "after all the I don't knows and the heartbreak" that at the end of the day it has made us stronger, and though right now neither of us needs "this" ...
it's nice knowing!!
It's still there, and that you are to and maybe one day all this will be worth it.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Crazy Beautiful

You don't always have to be in love with someone to have a perfect moment...
Sometimes you just need a crazy beautiful friendship
"I loved reading you're mind that night, while we waited for the sun to rise,
I was spooning you, not tuning you,
Just sinking in my bed waiting for the day to come through..
I see blue when I lift up the curtain,
She closes her eyes while she trys to figure out her purpose.. .in life "
:)

sent out to gemma :)

"Her name is gemma she’s a bit of a cool cat.
Dropping acid with the boys,
While her mind relaps... infront of the tv.
Watching mighty booshe from a... D.V.D.
Take a puff of this joint filled with chronic tree leaves
Oohhhhhhhhh!
High in the sky is the only place she wants to be!
Fuck reality she needs to set her mind free"

Reverly.

syke me up.

prison break

Let me out of here....please?

stay out of it.


Le Love

"It's not that you haven't met people. You've met boys. And at first when the boys liked you, you played along. But then you found yourself in the park kissing this boy you don't like and looking for reasons to get away. Or in a bed freaking out because while you liked kissing and his ripped abs, you don't even know they boy in front of you. Because it was the kissing you liked, not the boy. And so you learn... And you watch as time changes, for then its the boys who were friends who told someone they liked you, and you watch as your friendship falls apart as you put up walls around you. You're just so scared. I try to be open to love, but I feel like a fraud when I dont feel the way I'm supposed to. So I keep a distance and don't give them the wrong idea about how I feel, so I don't end up in a relationship or in a place with someone I don't even like.
But what if I'm wrong about the way I feel.
All I know is I'm alone, and a mess. "

Sunday, March 28, 2010

shhhhhh.

la rumba

Today I feel great!


whamwhamwham!

an old obsession of mine...

Sneakeeeeeeer Freakeeeeeerrrrrrrr

"
Shoes make me happy..so what?
I'm superficial
"


"when I see you baby, I go out of my head!
and I Just can't get enough! I just can't get enough!!"
$$$ you will be mine!!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Keep In Mind

But hey I salutue you.


Secrets

More trouble then there worth...

curious and curioser

Sometimes I see or hear things to make me think positively on the situation, things that brighten up my day give me strength and then I see and hear things that are the complete opposite. I don't even really think I want to know the things you've done or said, where you are, where you are going, where "this" is going, where "we" are going....not unless you can be 100% truthful, may seem tad hard for you but...so for now I shall continue to wonder away but I shall proceed with caution as the old saying goes... Curiosity Killed The Cat.


something in the air tonight....

Take a deep breath,
I'm ready to run free and wild...
For I can taste the sweetness of freedom amongst the air tonight!

adventure time.