Sunday, March 7, 2010

superficial & shallow.



Laugh Laugh Laugh away, talk talk keep on talking,
Why? Yes why? does it make you feel better? Superior? tough?
I honestly don't know. I think I have taken enough from everyone in the past couple of months, i
I have been over accused, over pushed and poked,
over patronised, over mocked, over stimulated and I'm over it.
I may no longer get emotional when this happens, but that's only because I have become so accustom to this feeling, to these comments, why retaliate? Why should i justify myself or try to change how you perceive me... I don't give a fuck because half the things that you call me " fat, ugly, bitch, bitter, slut ,a joke"you are guilty of yourself. No i do not think I am perfect in fact I think far from it, I do not think I am a slut, I do not think I am fat or that terribly hideous, but at the same time I don't like myself that much either, but this is me...why should i fight that, i just have to live with that. So i stole one of your ideas? originality barley exist anymore is just plagiarism waiting to happen? like you have never burnt of someone, big fucking deal, and for this whole sudden outburst of name calling, is it really necessary? what did i ever do to you that was so bad. can't your friend fight her own battle? your angry at me for something that doesn't involve you.your are just going to turn your back on me...you are a hypocrite. you can't possibly feel that for me and not the other person involved. can't you think for yourself. why does me as a person or my life effect you that much, it's fine if were not going to talk to each other anymore, but just fucking butt out ay, give me a fucking break, it's bad enough on its own without your two sense worth. I am exhausted, dry to the bone, empty, numb, overwhelmed, content,f rustrated, silent. I don't even know anymore, just leave me alone, I'm sick of being your source of entertainment, I'm sick of being a joke, if your so much better then me which you always seem to make out then good for you.
I'm not that bad of a person just get on with your lives and stay the fuck outta mine.

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