What's Doinnnn

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know
I don't know !!!

I want you, I don't want you, I want him, I don't wan't him, I want something more, I want nothing at all, I want to run free, I want you to chase after me, I want to be wild but it's taking it's toll, I care about you but I can't much longer, I miss you but i'm used to it now, I'm rarley alone but I feel lonley, I'm smart but I don't try, I push you away but come crawling back, I feel angry but in control, I feel sad but overally happy, I know what I want but i'm not sure it's what I need, I have dreams but I have nightmares to,

I Have you...but I don't.