Go Away!

I can’t forgive.
Can’t forget.
Can’t give in.
What went wrong?

understand

"

Don't close your eyes
They may not open
What if they open
Would you be alive
Everyone falls
But not everyone rises
Why don't you get up
And rise again for me


What if the world were
a little more perfect
Would you take the leap
What if the world
were a little more perfect
Would you open your eyes
and blink again for me

What about friendship
What about friends
What about love
What about family
What about all that
you have to live for


It isn't easy here without you
Why did you leave me
What am I supposed to do
without you
"

Sleep.

If I could sleep forever, I could forget about everything...

Pull Me Together

"
It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself
"

No Hoper.

For a day and a night I stayed beside him

Until I had no hope...

it's the weeekenddddddddd

Yiewwwwwww

Cheer Up Charlie

ew!

"I know I'm not good enough.
But can you please stop reminding me"

Stockholm Syndrom.

This is the first thing I remember
Now it's the last thing left on my mind
Afraid of the dark do you hear me whisper
An empty heart replaced with paranoia
Where do we go life's temporary
After we're gone like new years resolutions
Why is this hard do you recognize me
I know I'm wrong but I can't help believin'
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late

Spence.

We unexpectely met in a random circumstance, and instantly it was as like I have known you for years and it was kind of funny to find out we have lived so close for so long without ever meeting previously, we had that much in common and that many similar intrest and veiws on life it was creepy, but we still had enough differences aswell to balance it all out. I already see you as a really really good friend, you have helped me understand things on so many other levels and made me feel less like I'm doing this all on my own

and I really do appreciate that.

From 'Havin Fun in 2011'

to making pizaa faces

& laughing and talking shit on the phone.

This seems as if it is the start to a somewhat beautiful friendship my dear Specarionoooooooooooo.

So to quote none other then your self
Stay Fly Sunshine :)

oh and p.s learn to FUCKING WALK STRAIGHT aha ha!

B&W

kill me.

Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice Say goodnight
as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this

Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life

Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this

I'm talking to the ceiling
My life just lost all meaning
Do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in this silence

The last star left in heaven
Is falling down to earth and
Do you still feel the same way
Do you still feel the same way

Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this -Blink 182

Trapped.

rainraingoaway

Rainy days in bed

laying under your massive doona with all your pillows and your arms warm around me,

giggling, making strange dinosaur noises,

eating pudding, being tickle attacked,

and simply just being somewhere old and familar,

with someone i'm meant to be avoiding,

it was a perfect afternoon ...

that was until my thoughts interupted it as usual.

ALWAYS

"

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

"

Rumors get spread and nothing stays a secret.

Never doubt my ability to find things out...

So grow up, man up

and stop being such a coward!

You hypocrite!

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

-William Ernest Henley

DICK.

It is a man's own mind

not his enemy

that leads him into evil ways...

Sometimes when we want something soooo bad we loose sight

of what it really is...HA!

Sloooooooooooooooow night.

I hope you figure it all out soon...

sdgkjbmcjyk

To think I actually missed you.

I actually felt bad for trying to do the right thing and be honest about a situation which didn't even involve me doing anything wrong.

You accused me of lying about something when in fact you forgot.

You could convince me that you weren't doing anything wrong and you could use the same excuses you always do on me to shift all the blame away from you.

You make yourself look so innocent and caring when in fact your not you are just a selfish contradicting asshole, but why must I keep letting myself allow you to do this to me, why am I continually questioning our situation. I did want you, I did miss you, I did believe you, I did trust you, I did know you...but I don't anymore, I've been walking around in the abyss that is you, but not for much longer because thank fucking god I have finally seen the light. I am not making you a priority much longer, I'm not going to do anything when it come to you, because quite francly I am exhausted.

Fuck Em!

Call It Off

GB.

All I want is your understanding, as in the small act of affection. "Why is this my life?" Is almost everybody's question. And I've tried, everything but suicide. But it's crossed my mind. I prefer peace. Wouldn't have to have one worldly possession. But essentially I'm an animal. So just what do I do with all the aggression? Well I've tried, everything but suicide. But it's crossed my mind. Life is a one-way street, and if you could paint it, I'd draw myself going in the right direction. So I go all the way - like I really really know - but the truth is, I'm only guessin'. And I've tried, everything but suicide. Oh but it's crossed my mind. Just a thought. It's even dark in the daytime. It's not just good - it's great depression. When I was lost, I even found myself looking in the gun's direction. And so I've tried, everything but suicide. But yes - it's crossed my mind. But I'm fine. - Gnarls Barkley

tick tock

spin me round again

spin me round again

spin me round again

spin me round again

Le Love.

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short

- author unknown

impossible

"There are certain things which enter the minds

of even people... without one."

-Jean, Rhinoceros

Nutty, Preggaz & Crabz

I adore these disgusting kodak moments

confused

http://www.lyricstime.com/a-fine-frenzy-near-to-you-lyrics.html

where is my mind?

Filled with hate, filled with anger,

filled with frustration,

yet so pacified, so blatantly happy...I don't get it

My feet are in the air and my head is in the ground

2am3am4am

I'm not even tired,not even close

these urgent feelings
these unesscesary thoughts
all linger in the darkness
and I hate it...

As I Please

Slickkkkkkkkkkkk Rickkkkkkkkkkkkk

I love this. I love Him....so old schooooooooooooool

RaverRaverRaverRaver

It's such a superficial thing,

but it's when i feel most free,

it's the people,its the MUSIC, it's the lights

and it's the amazing times I have when I'm there.

It's everything about it. I can't wait for the next one!!!