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To think I actually missed you.

I actually felt bad for trying to do the right thing and be honest about a situation which didn't even involve me doing anything wrong.

You accused me of lying about something when in fact you forgot.

You could convince me that you weren't doing anything wrong and you could use the same excuses you always do on me to shift all the blame away from you.

You make yourself look so innocent and caring when in fact your not you are just a selfish contradicting asshole, but why must I keep letting myself allow you to do this to me, why am I continually questioning our situation. I did want you, I did miss you, I did believe you, I did trust you, I did know you...but I don't anymore, I've been walking around in the abyss that is you, but not for much longer because thank fucking god I have finally seen the light. I am not making you a priority much longer, I'm not going to do anything when it come to you, because quite francly I am exhausted.