So Long My Luckless Romance.

Something isn't working

and something hasn't been for quite some time.

At this point it's time to call it a day.

This is not the time for one more chance,

or if it is the person I should be cutting a break to is myself.

I need to make things clear and put myself first for a change

because as they say

only when you are true to yourself can you truly grow.

I know what I need and deserve,

I just need to be brave enough to go after it.

LIVE

Day #6

Favorite super hero and why:

Bluntman & Chronic

Because there a complete joke

and so is the concept of these superheroes

Jay and Silent Bob are awesome

Snoochieeeeee Boochieeeeeeees!!

negativity

I like things to be a certain way

& I refuse to accept any substitute.

I spend way to much time

trying to live up to

my own standards.
I need to persuade myself to do

less Caring and less Comparing

& STOP with this negative shit!

close to lost

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer,

or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

11th August!

Mo Money Mo Weed.

Right Now All I Need

Is Some Of That Green Green Money &

That Green Green Weed

Sleeping Beauty

The day's short

and I could sleep through the whole morning.

I have trouble falling asleep,

but when I finally do manage to,

I don't want to awake.

Because then I have to remember all the things

I spent hours sleeping off and forgetting about.

Then I have to awake from my dreams

which at the moment seem so so far

from where I am right now.

Right now I feel like going into an endless slumber

to avoid all the responsibilities I have soon to fufill

and to avoid what I am not yet or what I do not have.

The only thing that awakes me is the sweet kiss of reality

if only he was more attractive...

Day #5

A picture of somewhere you’ve been to :


Straddie
I haven't been overseas yet sadly enough
but this place is the closest I have to a perfect getaway
for now...

Run Away With Me

Someone to run away...If only.

"
Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love


Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

"

La Vida Loca

The Wild Life.

I want to get this tattooed somewhere, possibly my neck.

My Sundown

I see it around me
I see it in everything
I could be so much
More than this
I said my goodbye's
This is my sundown
I'm gonna be so much
More than this
With one hand high
You'll show them your progress
You'll take your time
But no one cares
No one cares
I need you to show me
The way from crazy
I wanna be so much
More than this
But no one cares
-Jimmy Eat World

same shit different day.

Lone Wolf

"I don't like commitment,

I get scared of giving someone

parts of me that they could break.

I don't like admitting to feelings...

even though I have a lot of them."

UK

My Auntie is hopefully bringing me back some new

Docs & this Doona Cover when she gets back from London

YAY!

Day #4

A habit that you wish you didn’t have:

Procrastinating

I put things off until the last minute constantly

I should have learnt from my past

that this hasn't done me any favours

and just fucked me over big time!

Today I got a letter in the mail

saying I did not reach the requirements of the board of studies

and have too many "N" awards to gain a HSC.

I've started to get my act together recently

but it may be too late,

I have yet to show my Dad the letter.

Hopefully if I'm lucky I may be able to undo this mistake,

but right now things aren't looking too good.

I now know for the future if you do a little bit at a time and keep up to date with what you need to do,

things are that much easier

and in the end you feel so much more secure

and better about yourself..

Chuck Bass

I don't why but for some reason
when I heard you were leaving at the end of the year,
I felt strangely disappointed.
I mean why! I said no!
You wanted me and you wanted us to be together and I wasn't ready,maybe I'm still not,
but now I'll never know, because I didn't try and stop you and I just let you walk away.
Now you don't really want anything to do with me you have moved on
& a part of me wonders what it would have been like if I had said yes that night
just took a chance, gave you a chance, but I didn't really believe you could change.
I mean you were notoriously known,maybe I did make the right choice,

or really did follow "my better judgment"

but maybe just maybe you would have proven me wrong.

& now I can't help but wonder and that's all I shall be doing,
because at the end of this year your gone...for good.

SnipSnip

This weekend me and Lauren are finally going to cut our hair!

Hopefully it will start growing then!

Max

For my potential 18th I plan to dress up as Max

in his wolf costume and crown .

Teen Wolf

It's my 18th in a few weeks, and after trials I plan to throw some sort of birthday bash, I've got my theme "where the wild things are" for me i feel this theme describes me pretty well,and the way i like to party also the fact that the main character of the actual book (max) is dressed in a little wolf costume also make this theme for me even more suitable. These videos to me kind of give you that vibe, i've got a couple dj's lined up , hopefully playing all the beats i like from hip hop to disco to electro to dubstep, hardstyle of course and a bit of chilla tunes aswell, i'd like people to turn up in some sort of crazy animal like mask or with some wack! make-up on or wild hair do, or even some weird as head peice whatever really makes them think of what you would dress like if you were free and running wild, eh hopefully i get my shit together in time and pull this off if i go through with it, the last party i held was at hungry jacks, and that was fair dope, but i'm pretty sure i'm gonna need more then some burgers this time...

Short & Sweet

It's like nothing ever happened.

Get Out.