Chuck Bass

I don't why but for some reason
when I heard you were leaving at the end of the year,
I felt strangely disappointed.
I mean why! I said no!
You wanted me and you wanted us to be together and I wasn't ready,maybe I'm still not,
but now I'll never know, because I didn't try and stop you and I just let you walk away.
Now you don't really want anything to do with me you have moved on
& a part of me wonders what it would have been like if I had said yes that night
just took a chance, gave you a chance, but I didn't really believe you could change.
I mean you were notoriously known,maybe I did make the right choice,

or really did follow "my better judgment"

but maybe just maybe you would have proven me wrong.

& now I can't help but wonder and that's all I shall be doing,
because at the end of this year your gone...for good.