I don't know how I feel anymore, I think I may just have gone temporarily numb, everything seems like a blur theses days I find myself forgetting things, people, times and places, nothing seems clear right now, and my sense of direction has become quite altered. I have so many thoughts in my head at once that they have started to loose there relevance to whats going on around me.I sit there sometimes in silence even if it's only for a few moments and realize just how much has gone on in my life and how quickly it has all pasted me by all of a sudden and every time I think of that I still can't get my head around it. I need something to help me filter all these thoughts of mine and drain out all the unnecessary ones. I need time to spend alone with myself far away from everyone else, and all the bad temptations I have surrounding me, I need to sort my shit out, and clear my head once and for all.
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