Every time I close my eyes to go to sleep I pick out my favourite memory of us. Of you.
Sometimes it is when I was lying on you and we were laughing so hard that we laughed even more
Sometimes it is when I was lying on you and we were laughing so hard that we laughed even more
just because it was so fun to laugh. Your smile.
Sometimes it is when we hung out for the first time.
Sometimes it is when we used to lie in your bed and snuggle.
Sometimes it is when we hung out for the first time.
Sometimes it is when we used to lie in your bed and snuggle.
Chest to chest, arms around each other, legs tangled and cheek to cheek. The way you smell.
Sometimes it is when we wrestled and ended up on the floor with me on top.
Sometimes it is when we wrestled and ended up on the floor with me on top.
Winning. Even though I know that you would easily beaten me. Your generosity.
Sometimes it is when we were on our way home to your place after a night out, both drunk.
The way you made me feel about myself when I was with you.
Sometimes it is when we were walking and you suddenly took my hand
Sometimes it is when we were on our way home to your place after a night out, both drunk.
The way you made me feel about myself when I was with you.
Sometimes it is when we were walking and you suddenly took my hand
as it would have been the most natural thing in the world. How much you mattered to me.
But most of the time it is the last time we kissed. Because I know that it was the last time.
You are starting university for three years in 3 months and thats a long time to be apart.But that was not exactly the reason we broke up the reason to me is still a bit fuzzy.
You gave me yourself for only a little while so I feel stupid for feeling this or better yet writting it down but the pains the only thing left to let me know maybe just maybe it was real and could have been something more. Eitherway regardless I have no control of my emotions and so...I’ll miss you, I already do so much and I will never forget you
But most of the time it is the last time we kissed. Because I know that it was the last time.
You are starting university for three years in 3 months and thats a long time to be apart.But that was not exactly the reason we broke up the reason to me is still a bit fuzzy.
You gave me yourself for only a little while so I feel stupid for feeling this or better yet writting it down but the pains the only thing left to let me know maybe just maybe it was real and could have been something more. Eitherway regardless I have no control of my emotions and so...I’ll miss you, I already do so much and I will never forget you
even if thats what I want right now.
But I can’t wait for you. Mostly because I can't wait for someone that doesn’t know what he wants. I told you how I felt but you never told me what you felt. I can only guess and I’m guessing – as much as I’m hoping- that you feel the same way I do for you. But guessing and hoping is not something that will keep me waiting for you. I would need you to confirm it. I would need you to say that you love me back. But you can’t and that is why I can’t wait for you.
I’m sorry and I hope life will treat you well...
But I can’t wait for you. Mostly because I can't wait for someone that doesn’t know what he wants. I told you how I felt but you never told me what you felt. I can only guess and I’m guessing – as much as I’m hoping- that you feel the same way I do for you. But guessing and hoping is not something that will keep me waiting for you. I would need you to confirm it. I would need you to say that you love me back. But you can’t and that is why I can’t wait for you.
I’m sorry and I hope life will treat you well...
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