Being with you again like this makes everything so confusing. we haven't been like this for a long time i feel like we together have just taken one big step forward but i myself feel like i have taken about 5 back. being with you makes me remember how happy i am capable of being when i am around you a feeling that was lost a long time ago...but it also reminds me of how easily you can hurt me or bring me down. do i dare take the risk again of being completely lost and alone. do i dare to give my everything to you on the chance that you may change again. I know i may have hurt you in a very low way in the past but one thing i can honestly say and be proud of is that i have always stood by how i felt for you, i have never denied you of my love and affection and i never didn't want you to be there. I may not have always been as honest as i could have been but i have always been honest about my feelings. If this ever ends up working out between us i want to be the only one and you mine. i want us to try and trust each other again. i don't want us to keep things in the dark or hidden from one another, i want us to be open and share parts of each other lives together...i want us to be happy...so tell me should i waste my time on you? do i wait around...i hope the anwser is yes!
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