I did it.

As soon as i cut you out i bump into you two days in a row.

I don't think you knew what to do and i don't think you expected me to be the way i was and i think that may have put you off your guard a bit.
I held my self together i stood my ground i didn't make a fool of myself and now i feel like i have at least accomplished something for now. I did it and i can keep doing, I'm feeling Good. This empty hole may be finally starting to fill up.