*sigh*

I hate when i disappoint someone....i let them down. I don't mean to hurt people, I wish i could make everyone happy,but that is just silly nonsense if that was really possible it would most likely be a fake smile on there face. It is so hard to live up to everybody expectations of you especially when half the time you do not always know what you expect from yourself. I wasn't always like this, there was a time when my life was dull well not dull but more serene, less chaotic, things seemed less stressful, there was less pressure to fit in, there where less talk, my life belonged to me and no one else...i guess i was happier then, but at the same time i have grown up allot since then i have some good and bad memories i will always hold on to. People i have met that i will never forget and some that would be better forgotten iv have been tested and challenged in many endeavours failing alot at some but rising to the occasion to others and though i may have my doubts at times i shall always believe in "no regret, no sacrifice". I don't mean to come off as superficial or shallow...the truth is i am just

into deep.