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I hate that my blogs are filled with thoughts of you. I hate knowing that no one will probably ever really know or understand. I hate that I'm in this alone. Listing to my sleep playlist obviously it isn't working , forgot about this song ...didn't help me forget about you though.

"Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soulWords that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right


You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on toIt hurts to want everything & nothing at the same timeI want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knewYou were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to "

-Michelle Branch